There was once a shepherd who loved to care for the sheep of his fold. He devoted his whole life to the Torah. Yet there was a blind spot with his interpretation of scripture, that every Passover he took the elements of the bread and the fruit of the vine of YaHuWShA's symbols and also slaughtered a lamb, eating it afterwards.
For forty-one years, he slaughtered a lamb for each Passover and then he passed away. At the white throne resurrection, the angel assigned to him brought him to life and began to question him (Mark 13: 27). And the shepherd asked the angel, "Why am I here? And where is YaHuWaH and YaHuWShA?" And the angel responded, saying, "There are words we must speak before that can take place. You have been faithful in many of the doctrines YaHuWaH has set up. But one thing you have lacked. That for 41 years, you killed a lamb at the passover along with the elements that YaHuWShA commanded to do. Where in Scripture was that commanded? Didn't YaHuWShA set the example and spiritualize the whole ceremony? YaHuWShA who is the lamb was chosen on the tenth day of the month (Exodus 12:3; Mattithyahu 21:2-11), which the translators called the "triumphal entry", when he entered the city riding on a donkey. Was not He the Lamb that was chosen?"
"And do you not remember that in Mattithyahu 26:17-19 (Mark 14:12-16) did he not command His apostles to go to a certain house to prepare a passover. Even the apostles were in a quandary over this, it being seventeen hours earlier."
"He told them to follow a man bearing a pitcher of water and to prepare the upper room, spread the tables in the upper room. Why was only the pitcher of water mentioned? Did not YaHuWShA mention the washing of the feet? Look how many years you slaughted a pascal lamb. You gutted it. Did not the scriptures say to cook it with its innards, yet you gutted it."
"The Almighty YaHuWaH laid out the scriptures as it pleased Him. He revealed to us everything He chose for us to know. Did not Yahuda go out during the meal and betray YaHuWShA to the Pharisees and the chief priests for the 30 talents of silver? Shepherd, that was the man sent out to kill the Lamb!"
"Shepherd! The traitor killed the Lamb! For forty-one years, you killed a lamb! Were you not the Master's betrayer? Did you not consider His Blood an unclean thing? Was it not enough that you had to kill another one on top of YaHuWShA's offering? Let alone so many of the people who followed your teachings, who are right behind you in the judgment line facing the same penalty of death that you have" (Mattithyahu 26:21-25; 47-50; Mark 14:10-11; 18-21).
"Shepherd, did not the Master institute the Unleavened Bread and the fruit of the vine to replace the Passover offering? He replaced all blood rite offerings from His Slaughter."
"Did you notice that He did not command the bitter herbs to be mixed with the meal? Was it not left unspoken? In your life, when you killed the lamb, you ate the meal with unleavened bread and bitter herbs, which represent the agony the Master endured. When you ate that literal lamb with the bitter herbs and unleavened bread, you placed upon your account the agony of your idolatry."
"Is it not written in Debarim 5:6-9, 'I am YaHuWaH your ALoHaYaM, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. You shall have no other els before me. You shall not make for yourself a carved image of the likeness of anything that is in the heaven above, or on the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them nor serve them, for I, YaHuWaH, your ALoHaYaM, am a jealous El, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me."
"Shepherd, note what has been spoken, 'You will not make for yourself a carved image.' Did you not carve up those passover lambs for forty-one years? Were you not partaking of two Els through those 41 years, eating of the lamb and partaking of YaHuWShA's symbols? It is written, 'You shall have no other els before Me (Debarim 5:7). Weren't those lambs the second el? Did you not eat of those lambs? Now you know why you are here. You will be given a lifespan of two Jubilees or a hundred years through this white throne period to be tried and tested to see if you can attain a higher calling in the lake of fire [lightening or illumination]."
And the shepherd responded. "What does this mean?"
And the angel said, "The lake of fire is a physical existence outside the Temple that YaHuWaH blueprinted through Yehezqel 40-44. Shepherd, put your hand on your chest. Do you not feel your heart beating? You have been raised up mortal, for it is written, 'If you sew the flesh, you will reap the flesh (corruption)'.
Then the shepherd heard the bleating of sheep. "Master, what is this bleating of the sheep that I hear?"
"Shepherd, turn around and behold."
The shepherd turned and beheld forty-one lambs. "And what are these forty-one lambs?" he asked the angel.
And the angel replied, "Master YaHuWShA commanded them to be resurrected to prove a point to you. From the persepective of the mind of YaHuWaH, by the example that you set in your life, turn around and ask these lambs to atone for all of your sins which you have committed throughout your life. Beseech them as ALoHaYaM to remove the legal penalties of all of your sins...."
And again the shepherd heard the bleating of the lambs.
The angel said, "Did they give you atonement?"
"Master, they did not," replied the shepherd.
"Of course not. 'Can the blood of bulls and goats take away sins?' Now do you see the foolishness of your actions?"
And the shepherd saw the foolishness of his ways.
The angel went on. "You have lost out on the resurrection of the firstfruits, and the call to sonship. If you devote yourself to learning and dedication again, you can attain a higher office in this lake of lava. The reason you were chosen to be raised up at the white throne judgment, is because of the many souls who trusted and believed in what you taught them. So the blood of many others comes onto your head. Did you realise the power of the internet back then? How many people you reached through your websites?
Now the shepherd asked him, "I don't understand."
And the angel elaborated. "I thought I made it clear to you. Yahuda, he was the one that went out and prepared the passover lamb at YaHuWShA's last Passover. It was he who went out and killed the Lamb. Did he not go to the high priest and say he would escort them to the Lamb and that the one that he kissed would be YaHuWShA, the Lamb?"
"Even though he did not physically kill YaHuWShA, he was the lamb's slayer. His betrayal was the only way the Master YaHuWShA could have been killed. The Romans were only the instrument. How did you ever incorporate a physical lamb back into this ceremony? Shepherd, where in the scripture did YaHuWShA eat of the lamb, the bitter herbs and the unleavened bread on that Passover night? A supper was prepared. That is all that the scripture said. Did you notice that unleavened bread was what was commanded for our New Covenant Passover? Since YaHuWShA was the passover lamb for that last passover, would it be logical for him to eat himself after Yahuda left the room and 'killed' him? Would there be a lamb sitting there that he would partake of, since the betrayer had already left to kill him? Would that not have been idolatry of two els on YaHuWShA's account? May it never be!
"Shepherd, as you have reviewed the blueprints of YaHuWaH's Temple revealed through Yehezqel, which you now have seen with your eyes and taken a tour. Have you not noticed YaHuWaH did not allow a sewer system in this temple? Do you see that there are chamber pots in every dorm and in every room? Why is that, Shepherd? It is symbolic. Those who begin their life through the white throne judgment with high accountability of bloodshed of others on their head will several times a day carry out the chamber pots and empty them into the latrine and give the soiled pots over to those men with long beards. Another sin that caused them to be placed there is their ignoring of YaHuWaH when He commanded that you do not distort the edges of the beard attached to the skin. What did these elders do? They added to my Word and refused to trim their beards. Was it not commanded, 'You will not add to my word nor shall you take from it'? Shepherd, do you now see the fruits born of adding to my word as you did with those lambs who were your ALoHaYaM?
Shepherd, these are all the men who wrote the oral traditions of the Torah. The Mishnah, the Talmud, and so on. Since they have laid such a destructive path on so many people for so many generations, they shall be the ones to wash the chamber pots. After they are finished washing them, they shall hand them back to you and you shall return the chamber pots to their assigned placements. Shepherd, do not be concerned. This is not a permanent assignment. For a hundred years, this will be a living object lesson to you on what you have sewn in the earth. Did not Sha'ul say himself that his Pharisaic training was nothing but 'dung' (Philippians 3:3-8)?
You are now assigned a schoomaster through these years to live in your subconscious mind, to interract with everyone of your thoughts, revealing every nuance of the scriptural way of life. This is what will discipline you into eventual perfection that you may, if you conquer, attain a spirit resurrection. As YaHuWShA said, 'They will be as the angels in heaven', still in the appearance of man and yet be spirit. So be encouraged! The loss incurred by you is that you have missed the sonship first call. Those are El, they reign as El, they have the mind of El. They rule everything. You are ruled by them. Did you not remember the scripture? There shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Those are the two responses to this judgment. Some will curse, some will weep. Shepherd, you now have this hundred years to be judged for YaHuWShA to make the decision to choose to raise you to a higher office in the kingdom of natural world.
And the Shepherd responded, "Now I am beginning to understand. Because of my many years of blatant idolatry, I was sealed for this judgment."
"And what will happen to the sheep that I taught through the years of my life?" asked the Shepherd.
The angel said, "The ones in the Lamb's Book of Life repented of your idolatry and they are reigning as El. But the others who were not called as elect unto the Firstfruits resurrection, they are coming behind you to the judgment."
"Be prepared for the most awesome life living in this mortal body. There is no sickness, no tears, no sorrow, no pain, no accidents. You will work many hours a day and study, but not be harmed. Angels will bear you up in everything that you do. There is great joy, shalom, and satisfaction, because YaHuWaH and YaHuWShA are ruling this world now."